people im depressed as hell,

im supposed to come on here and have a good time

however im staring at the screen and i just wanna slit my wrists

why am i writing this,

i dunno,

one minute im happy as larry

the next im sinking deep into a pit of emotion

The game is getting to the stage were you cant play a game without geting into an argument..this is becoming a draggg!

Lee mate, you just need to take some time off. Sort a few things out, and come back rejuvenated and raring to go. Whatever you do, take care, and take it easy

Yeah lee, See I keep myself occupied to a high level, work 5/6 days a week never have time to spend more than 2/3 hours on here. When I am not doing that theres always something to be done

But I no if I just stayed still for a week and did nuthing I would feel the same way

So my advice is keep occupied and go out on weekends and get smashed

thats some brill advice there..what ever happens..your life is more important then a game mate..so just take a break..come back and kick some butt

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crazy isnt it

i feel fine now , in one of the good moments.

that tune is quality , depressing, but beautiful.

sometimes i question my actions, why did i write this thread.

thanks to all tho.

si m8, u just described my life perfectly, what you told me to do is exactly what i do.

gr8 advice like,

i have worked 50 hour weeks for the past 6 weeks, and the funny thing is i go out every weekend at least one night clubbing, i love it, , fri or sat, depending on the babysitting. i havnt been online as much lately and maybe thats why wen im online ive lost a bit of love for it.

your all good people.

get potting them balls!!!!

That song as depressing as it issss, is inspirational! Proof on this page

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class act

you know im always here 4 u and all my mates on here, im a good listener so just pm me if u wanna av a chat..
dnt b doin owt stupid, we will all miss u and besides u al a little girl to see growing up.. so snap out of it ;p
love ya x

lee i tried depression once m8.....didnt like it , try whiskey!
get laid , get stoned whatever it takes, in the end , you find out it isnt as bad as you thought it all was !
keep smiling m8 , you need us you know where we are m8!

In moments of discouragement, defeat, or even despair, there are always certain things to cling to. Little things usually: remembered laughter, the face of a sleeping child, a tree in the wind-in fact, any reminder of something deeply felt or dearly loved.
No man is so poor as not to have many of these small candles. When they are lighted, darkness goes away-and a touch of wonder remains.

here mate have a look at this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95P1P6t9dAw

omg :O nice speach mate, really liked it